Monday, May 2, 2011

It didn't work

Yep.... AF flow came like clockwork this morning....  and honestly, I'm OK. Not great, but OK. 

I told myself that if this didn't work, then I would re-direct my energy into being healthy and trying to drop the 15lbs I've gained since we got married. I'm actually looking forward to this!  Bikini season has arrived and I'm feeling less than confident. Clomid made me gain some weight (not much, but some), so I'm ready to shed those extra pounds.

I know that J & I gave it 150% of our efforts and there's nothing more we could have done. Our baby will come to us on God's time. I know he has a plan for us and I am truly at peace with that.  At least we know that we gave it all we had. The rest is up to Him.

2 comments:

  1. Sorry that AF came but what a great attitude!

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  2. Ugh, I'm sorry about AF too. I definitely love your attitude. I've been taking a break from this whole ttc thing and trying to focus on my health too. I gained 15lbs after both of my losses and have never felt so insecure in my life. So I've decided I really need to make that my focus for a bit...I want to be ttc but I don't feel ready so at least this gives me something to obsess over!

    Good luck shedding those extra pounds and with your next ttc cycle!

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